only to mend you

only to mend you

can love tear you down,
and lift you up,
restless, and holding you in it's arms.
invisible love, unexpected affection
can you learn to love again.
new ways, loved ways and earning potential
every second its alive.
can it push and pull, rip you to shreds
only to mend you in the best ways.
no pinpointing, no understanding -
just being.
it is and will be.
rushing thoughts, wild dreams
it helps you breathe?
and wake anew.
like a vision in the far distance
that you cannot touch, nor shall you.
only dream a little dream,
just because.
just because it is.