forgiveness

forgiveness

shouting and turmoil,
consistent threads in the blanket we have woven.
you on eggshells, in your world.
me, clueless on how to make it better.
years and years of hope lost,
dreams vanished,
i understand your pain.
i forgive you,
though you may not know what you do.
it's hard on me,
to see this,
feel this...
but life deals these hands often
and i pray, i pray, i pray
for god's grace and understanding
so that i may learn to deal,
and to forgive over and over again
easily in my heart.